Tomorrow I have to go back to Pontianak, again. I hate to say it, because I hate to face the things I didn't like over there. Maybe it seems I don't have a problem in my life, but actually I have a lot of problems that conflict with myself. Sometimes I'm confused what I should be, I wanted to be like this but everyone else wanted me to like that. I hate to always follow what others say! And sometimes when I followed what I want, it's always considered wrong by others.
And I hated when I do not ever care and never interfere with other people's business, but why the other people always want to interfere and always want to know my personal business. I just feel all of this is not fair.
